College (Sixth Form) Will Start Again This Week

I have conflicting emotions when it comes to returning to college.

I excited for once (not used to being excited for the school year to start up again), I am hesitant and nervous, I'm afraid (health wise - they might kick me out if I miss anymore) and I'm worried about the fact that I'm ill.

Here comes the conflicting part;

I think/know that people will treat me differently if they know I have POTS (even though my friends at college see me in an electric wheelchair that the college lends me and my crutches), that the college will find out I have it and then find out what IT is.

I also, kind of, want people to know I have it, which sounds weird but it might take some pressure off of me, help me and even give me a little leigh way when it comes to work and outings (not that I'd milk it but POTS can be very difficult and you can't schedule when I will have a bad spell.)

What should I do? Tell or not tell?

*huggle* for everyone